The mixed bag

So today my yarn diet begins (I wonder if it will be like all the other diets I have um.. started repeatedly).

I have the front of George finished now, and I have started on a sleeve. I actually started last night, got past the band and realised I had done the wrong size, so I frogged it (hope it's okay I used your term Katt - I just love it) and started again. Then I got stuck today reading the pattern but I think I am on the right track now.(thanks Katt and Shell)

Tomorrow I have my appointment with Prof. Media, and also have my 7dpo test for progesterone levels (even though it will be 9dpo-they weren't open on the weekend).

I am not feeling very confident. I am not sure what he can possibly tell me. I haven't finished this cycle and I am not feeling very confident about it. I have felt so down today about it and then been berating myself for telling myself it is over when in reality my temp went up today (see here) and AF isn't here or anything. I guess I just know that my temps are really too low to indicate conception has occurred.

So I am expecting he will just say to try the 100mg again for the next cycle; thanks; come again; that will be $120 thanks. We will be in less than 10 minutes, I'm sure.

Yesterday I watched a show about infertility - it was pretty good - except right at the end when the host turned into a real bozo and said "I think most fertility problems would be solved if the women just tried to relax". WHAT? RELAX? Really? Relaxing is going to miraculously cure my PCOS? I will spontainously Ovulate as well as sending out some magical pheramone that will make hubby SO horny that he overcomes his back pain to babydance so incredibly well that we are guaranteed a pregnancy? All this if I just relax?

Gee - I wish I had been told his earlier. That would have saved us three f'n years and about $10,000 in medical expenses.

I had better go unpack the groceries. I have ignored them for an hour now and they still haven't unpacked themselves - Bugger.