D-Day

D-day is here. In less than 4 hours we will have our meeting with our IVF specialist. We have no idea what to expect. Now I should clarify that we may not be doing IVF. It will all depend on what the specialist recommends for us. It might be nothing, IUI, clomid or IVF or something else (slaps with a wet fish?).

Time will tell.

We are well prepared. I have a folder all ready with test results, beautiful color pictures of my ovaries and tubes and three years worth of Fertility Friend charts (both printed version and PDFs on CD). I also have a list of questions ready in case my mind goes completely blank.

So I wonder what today will bring. Of course, I am packing it. I want to speed this process up, and I am terrified that we will find out today that we can't even start anything for 6 months or something.

I feel like my dream is creeping away from me, and I have a really thin cord that I am trying to drag it back with. My hope is that the specialist will back me up and use his strength to take hold of the cord and give it a good yank.

so we will see.