My turning point? - Part 2

I'm back!

The lady at the clinic was lovely. What's more, I think she actually understood. She told me that infertility was one thing, PCOS made things worse, and a miscarriage, well, a miscarriage is sad at any time, but after trying for so long, she can understand why a part of me has trouble letting that baby go. She thinks she can help me. She wants to attack this on multiple fronts. Not only does she want to help me plan my dietary requirements and help me lose weight, but she wants to help me with my emotional needs.

I came home with a list of portions and foods, and I am going to give it a go. We agreed with Christmas fast approaching that I would officially start on New Years Day, but I might start making some positive changes now - like replacing the white bread with a grain bread etc.

How positive do I feel? Well it is strange. I feel like I am on the right path, like finally I have found the key to the door. It isn't going to happen overnight, but I can accept that.

Our aim is three months worth of weight loss and to keep ttcing and see where we stand.

Please babygods, if you are watching - I am more than ready for a baby. Please send me the strength to make my body an inviting place for bubs to be. Send my baby to me, please.

Pretty please? Sugar on top?