5 weeks (that feel like they have dragged for 50)

OMG I am only 5 weeks. This is really dragging for me. I thought I should be like 12 or something already - surely. LOL

ok so I have done a bit of freaking out lately. I so wish I could say that is over but no, it is definately still with us.

I got the result of my HCG blood test - 109. This is within normal range so that is good, but me, never being happy, wanted it higher.

I could be wrong but I think at this stage under 25 would have been a pregnancy with possible problems but anywhere from 4 to 420 indicates a pregnancy at 4-5 weeks. Something like that. I did read that the average HCG level at 4-5weeks is 229 hence why I am a little worried. (must stop worrying as everyone is different)

After my bout of nausea on Wednesday I have stuck to toast in the mornings and now I feel great. Hardly a queasy feeling at all. In fact I am not so exhausted either. So I am worrying like hell now that all is okay. I have to keep reminding myself that I have had no bleeding, discoloration or bad cramping and at 5 weeks I may not have a lot of symptoms. These are all good things.

I have to remember that right now I am pregnant and I have to be extremely thankful for this precious gift.

Please let everything be okay. Please make me as sick as a dog (a sick one) and please let there be a baby when we have our u/s on Thursday.

p.s. George is complete. Photos to follow