I gotta stop knowing this stuff
We would have been 13.5 weeks now.
No Regrets! When my stint on this earth is over I want to be able to turn around and say "I have no regrets". I refuse to let infertility rule me, but sometimes it does get the better of me. This is my record of trying to beat the demon infertility. Current score: Universe : 3, Me: 1
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It probably wont help, but you never stop knowing this stuff. I see my neighbours baby (who was born the same time as our lost bean was due) and think "that should be me. we should have one that size, with that hair and a gorgeous smile."
The pain is mostly not as raw as it once was, but it is still there. It sucks, but dont fight it.
Hi Bugsy...
Sorry to say but time is the only healier, as to how long or short a time know one really knows...
Our little ones are always etched in our memories never to be forgotten...
MrsHUGS
I totally understand, Bugsy. Last week I went to my husband's company picnic and on of his coworkers had their five month old there. My baby is supposed to be five months right now, too. It hurt like crazy and I had to walk away for a bit or I was going to start bawling right there in front of everyone. It's hard but you're a strong woman. You'll get through this.
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