Thursday, October 13, 2005

It's been an emotional day.

I want to share something very special with you. We have been looking for a long time for a special something for Tukka. Tonight whilst shopping for something else, we found it.

This is what we bought:


It is called "quite a handful", but to me it symbolises "in God's hand".

I cried when I saw it so much so that I couldn't pay for it. Hubbs had to do that. I cried when we brought it home. Hubbs said "I want you to put it where you want it to sit", so I placed it against my stomach and cried some more.

Now I am crying telling you about it.

I miss Tukka so much. I just want my baby back.

8 Comments:

At 3:35 am, Anonymous cubbiegirl said...

I am so sorry.

 
At 3:42 am, Blogger PJ said...

What a perfect thing to remember Tukka by. I'm glad you found something.

 
At 7:20 am, Anonymous MrsHUGS said...

Oh my dearest friend Bugsy...
That is the most beautifulest reminder to Tukka...
I am crying with you now as well...
Only a person that has suffered the loss of a much wanted baby could understand the pain...
Our thoughts are with you always...

MrsHUGS

 
At 8:45 am, Blogger leonie said...

I even have a tear, I'm so glad you found something. It is so hard dealing with the loss of a child. I lost one on mothers day 11 years ago. I still think about it often, more so now that I know I PCOS and have not got pregnet in the last 5 and a half years hubby and I got married. I hope you find comfort in this.

 
At 11:23 am, Blogger Julie said...

That is so special, I'm glad you found it, or it found you. Hugs.

 
At 11:42 am, Blogger Katt said...

Oh sweetie. Its a lovely thing that you have gotten for Tukka.

We love you here in Tassie.

Katt

 
At 5:06 pm, Blogger Kim said...

Mate, that is a beautiful tribute to Tukka.

*hugs*

 
At 9:48 am, Blogger Mony said...

Bugs, sweetheart. You knew that you would find the perfect little keepsake to remember & honour your precious Tukka. You just had to find the right piece that spoke to your heart. And you found it, I'm so pleased. I wish I could ease your pain in some way. My heart is heavy for your sorrow.

 

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