They are getting darker

I can't resist. I had to do another HPT this morning. Here are the ones I have done so far:

Top one is from last Friday, middle one is Sunday and bottom one is today (Wednesday)

I have never had one before in my other pregnancies where it was as dark as the control line - whoo hoo.

Hubbs and I told my sister last night, and I cried because she was far more excited about it than we have been. Hubbs and I are so cautious about this. We are just so scared something will go wrong.

It's hard to describe. I feel so totally blessed but I can't shake the feeling that this little dot of a baby is on loan to us. Every day is one day longer we get to keep him\her and I feel like I am avoiding mother nature in the hopes she won't ask for the baby back.

Please let this pregnancy continue. Please let me just have this baby for my own.