In the limbo of my life

They gave away my desk! I got an email from work today to say that they need my desk for a "new starter" and so 7.5 months after I started Maternity leave they finally succumbed and reallocated my desk. Should I be upset? I'm not. I kinda freaked out every time I visited work to find my desk exactly as I left it. It was like some weird shrine or something. Even my whiteboard still had my writing on it. Nobody would let anyone even sit in my seat. My only conclusion? Those people are freaky. I think that says it all.

Alex and I went to the Chiropractor today. Me for my freaky jaw that clicks every time I open or shut it, and for my hip that has been absolutely killing me. It hurts when I walk, when I sit, and when I stand still. I have pain shooting down my leg to to my toes and up my side to my fingers. It hurts - it hurts a lot. Doctor says to walk more. Chiro says that walking makes it worse. So i rested it - it didn't improve. So I went for a 3km walk. I was in agony for 4 days. Walking does not help. Chiro manipulation does though. I feel a lot better and 30% of the pain has gone. I think it is a work in progress. Chiro says that my hip was way out as was my pelvis. Fun.

Alex went for a checkup - his first checkup with the chiro. Chiro says he is perfect and only had to make a very small adjustment in his lower back. Alex never even realised it was being fixed. He smiled and laughed and played happily on the floor while his mummy's hip got fixed.

other stuff - on Friday I am meeting with the council services coordinator to discuss what services Mum in law and her hubby can get as they have now been approved for care - thank goodness as I am pretty tired of doing so much for them. Not that I don't love them but I have enough of my own to do. Plus I get really annoyed when I spent 2 hours (I kid you not) cleaning the microwave, and 7 days later I open it to find it just as dirty. How can you get a microwave totally filthy in just 7 days? It is only then I find out that step-father in law puts the dog's dinner in there uncovered to "warm it up" - what the? A microwave that has human food in it - heck it has my child's bottle in it. That is just so gross that I just don't want to give it any thought or I will have to totally force myself to ever visit there ever again.

Hubbs promised to be home early tonight to give Alex a bath. Now it is nine pm and he is asleep for the night and there is still no sign of Hubbs - typical. To say I am not amused by his behaviour lately is quite an understatement.

oh and can you tell? I have pms. is it obvious?

no photos - i am too lazy. I think i might open a bottle of wine - that might help. (or maybe have a glass or two of port - yeah baby)